Failing deeper into darkness
Enveloped in the peaceful rage of night
Serenity causes insanity, peace makes fright/
Despair is abundant, hope not in sight
Falling deeper into the darkness
Enveloped in the peaceful rage of night
Tag Archives: poems
My Black Rose
My beautiful melanated rose
Each thorn contains a different facet of my prose
Entire worlds fall from each prominent promising petal like dew
Roots dug deep and searching to entangle and enrich hearts anew
Stretching towards the sun trying to seize each day
Fighting hard not to wither away
Life happens, Dew dries, and petals fall
life’s parasites tear at the roots and begin to gnaw
Roots snap, the will of the stem starts to bend
Ebony petals adorn the earth
growing crisp as they forget their worth
worlds grew dark as the dew dried
life happened and the black rose died
The creative energy is ravenous and will always generate a need
The black rose will sprout again, as life destroys, it has also provided a seed
-Poetic Ice
Farewell 2021, Welcome 2022
Two thousand twenty one A.D.
Ripped, tore, tarnished and burned every part of me/
Lawful crime, politics, and pandemics
All harmed our souls with their gimmicks
2021 is a bitch I want to cast away
Bring in 2022 for a welcome stay!
21 was rife with death, stench foul
With so many tears soaked in I couldn’t throw in the towel
It was too heavy like my heart
Dazed and confused I didn’t know where to start/
But come the first you’re dead to me 21
Wish I could say it’s been fun
I’m jumping into 2022
Emotional pounds? Yeah I’m shedding a few
I’m leaving you behind, stuck in the view rear!
Be blessed world, Happy New Year!
-Poetic Ice
Questioning Faith
Questioning Faith
Words absolute from a God unseen
Still reaping punishment from Adam and his queen
We are to blindly trust the voice in the wind
Even though it let the Devil fill it with Sin
Lucifer Morningstar tainted the air so mean
Exhaling death caused by COVID-19
Prayers go up
Clogging up Deaf Deity Ears
Time to change tactics, fueled by fears
It is obvious, but God have you gone insane?
Or was it just fun to hand Samael the reigns
I am probably doomed because I have this gall
But I see it is time for a house call
Wrist slit, knock knock
I come before you today to bare my all
Ready to bum rush every angel and make them fall/
I want to hear it with these ears I own
As I drop to my knees before your throne
Angered by this blissful silver city up high
Crying you took my family, but Why?
The pain in my heart
Every single time I now draw breath
I am constantly reminded of a loved one’s death
But you will not answer me, will you?
Your words are reserved for very few?
Have your seraphim cast me into hell
Because the moment you stole my loved ones, I already fell
Take My Call
Hello, operator I’d like to place a call to Heaven
I want to ask Saint Peter a question, in fact I’m Begging
You see, he allowed my parents in, and I don’t know what to do
I was so unprepared for this I still try to call home at a quarter past two
Who would’ve thought I’d crave their guidance even as a grown man
Even thought they raised me up, I don’t think I’m ready to lead my own clan
I know In my heart I don’t have a choice
please Saint Peter, I want them to hear my voice
I want to tell them I love them
I want to say I need them
I want them to see their grandson, a real Phenom
I just want one more chance to say I love you to my mom
Saint Peter I beg of you, you can have my all!
Just name your fee, and accept my call!
My eyes burn from all these tears
Because my reality has become one of my greatest fears!
I’ll pray and do good deeds days 1-7
Just please take my call in heaven….
Poetic Ice
Words to him as time goes on
It’s been 2 years
I still have moments where I have to dry my tears
So many things are different in my space
Everyday I see you in my face
You are my Hero, that is true
I try to emulate, even growing my hair like you
Just to let you know our family name isn’t done
I’m sure you know, but I’m having a son!
I’ve tried to live strong
Make you proud, not do your name wrong
It’s been hard as hell without you
I have so many questions
At this point Dad I’ll take any suggestions
You taught me so many things
Like how to find music that makes my heart sing
But you didn’t teach me how to move ahead without you
We hurt so much without you
But I stand strong, I hear your voice
I hear you saying I have no choice
So I live right with no regret
Taking down every threat
When you left us it took away my breath
But I won’t be sad on the day of your death
This day was not your End
Just the beginning of flight without Sin
I miss you so so much Dad
You’ve made me strong so life isn’t all bad
Thank you…. I miss you….
Poetic Ice
I’m Still Here
I’m still here
The Champine won his title match
He fought and was reward because he was victorious
Now he rest amongst the warriors
But do not be sad,
“I’m still here”
A powerful effect those words had
“I’m still here”
Stop all that crying, don’t feel bad!
You don’t have to look far to see him
It’s not a phrase he uttered in a whim
“I’m still here”
Just gaze into the eyes of my son
“I’m still here”
He is my legacy, he is the one
“I’m still here”
It’s evident in my lovely wife
“I’m still here”
She is the love of my life
“I’m still here”
My gorgeous sisters were my heart
“I’m still here”
Just ask them bout me, the convo won’t know where to stop or start
“I’m still here”
For that lil girl my protection will never cease
“I’m still here”
She is my heart, my darling niece
Don’t worry for me
I’m completely free
Me not being here does change the scene
But fret not I’m smiling, happy, The Champine
5 yet 10
March 8th 2019 the sun has risen again
Turning our relationship into 5 yet 10
This day 5 years ago at 5pm you became my wife/
But it was 10 years ago when you began to change my life/
We’ve had this eloquent song and dance a third of our lives/
It’s amazing when you stop to realize/
We found in school what many get lost looking for/
And that was a pure love to keep breathing for/
I will never stop saying you’re my sexy savior
And will blame you for my lovey behavior
My queen whom has seen me beyond low
My goddess who will defend me from every blow/
Gorgeous eyes that are beyond depth
Still has the power to take away my breath
I see your smile and can’t help but renew my promise to you/
Promise to always be there and true
Promise to support and be honest
Promise to be your warrior on every conquest/
We’ve come so far at this point
Metaphorically joined at the hip joint
I knew from the moment we first kissed you were the one/
Now you’re having our first son
When thinking of you alone I still feel humble
That you allowed me to catch you and not to fumble/
You chose me as your king, and I refuse to drop the crown
Without you I’m nothing, I can’t exist without you around.
You are truly magic without a tome of fiction
Indescribable elegance in any form of diction
With my wife, mother of my child, on March 8, 2019 the sun rose again
Turning our bond 5 yet 10.
Let’s talk Candy Shop
Happy Monday all, since October has started I’ve been trying to promote my Candy Shop Novel in honor of my birthday and so far it’s been fun. I actually took the time to vlog about it on my YouTube channel. I’ll link it below. If you haven’t heard of my book I’ll post a link to it directly on amazon, but a link will also be on the video!
This novel is the story of a young woman, Jordan Jones, who must deal with the drama in her life one problematic day at a time. Her nightlife as a stripper to support her 3 year old son whilst she tries to finish college puts her at odds with her non supportive, belittling family. The child’s father is a monster in and of himself. Her world is always one step away from crashing until she meets someone who helps her find love for herself. Take a journey to the Candy Shop and see what awaits you!
Focus
Lost in Thought
lost in time
loss of acuity
I’ve lost my focus
adrift in the abyss
something is amiss
I can’t find the source
I’ve lost my focus
I have to recenter myself
I have to clear my mind
I have to work towards my destiny
But I’ve lost my focus
Obliterate my old ways
seek out new days
reforge my present into a new destiny
I’VE FOUND MY FOCUS
-Poetic Ice-
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